Another disappointment

Well today I officially found out that I had my second miscarriage. I was hoping this time would be better then last time. My doctor said next time I test positive on a test I have to go in to see him so they can do some blood work and all that other dreadful stuff. We just have to look at it as a blessing and hope and pray when the time is right it will happen.

I think back to when me and Jeff were first married and the topic of having kids came up and he said in his joking manner, "we are waiting 5 years to have kids" and I said dream on buddy. We joked about it for a long time and now we have been married for almost 3 1/2 years and by the next time I get pregnant again we might almost be at that 5 year mark. Dang how time goes so fast.

My sister Angela text me to see how things went at the doctor, after I told her the news she asked if there was anything she could do, I responded with, I might need to come see my nieces so they can make me feel better. Her two kids can brighten up my day no matter what especially Kadence because she actually gets excited to see me and says my name and tells me she loves me, on the other hand Addiysn sits there and smiles at you when you talk to her and it makes you feel so good to see her smile.